its such a complicated feeling..

Dar Dar..
u had suddenly entered into my life..
omg..
i cant believed that we meet in such a way..
and everything just happened so fast...
i had such a complicated feeling towards you..
a feeling that cant be described..

i just don't even really know u and understand about u..
ya..
i m not prepared yet..
to be a girlfriend..
my problem..
first of all...
u r really like my fren
d way u express ur feeling..
ur planning about future...

maybe..
i really need someone by my side...
but is it "boyfriend"?
i also cant answer this question.
i m afraid to fall deep inside a relationship..

i will lost my characteristic..
i just wanna be well prepared before starting a relationship.
i m sure i don't really understand about u..
u too right...?
its sweet to be with someone u love..
but its tough to maintain a relationship..

a relationship should start not because of loneliness...
that's not love..