sometimes i wish there was no birthday such a thing in this world..... birthday?make me suffer..i was totally not happy when i finished work and return back to the place i i stay..boring..:( meaningless...with my roomate in room chit chat....i know she try to cheer me up....thankz...but tats useless...to me..my heart not happy...== bei bei keep on asking me to go for movie...go eat...tis that... but i dont feel like...again ?another unhappy birthday...haiz... what to do..? anyway really thanks and i feel appreciate with all the birthday wishes and present that all my babe n bebe fren gave me........ thanks everyone.. thankz fren..thanks mummy.... without u, i wont be in this world... although sometimes life suffering... sometimes u dont even know when i am unhappy but i love u mum.. thank you...^^ mmuackz............. i love u too daddy.. u r the one most pampered me since i born... i know that .. and i appreciate it... thankz^^ birthday without boyfriend is happy but lonely.. how i wish u were here,just beside me... but tats impossible dy... for ever n ever...... i miss u laz nite...bent koh...... if only everything never happened.... how would be my birthday ? with the presence of u....... i cry...silently.... :( all my ex.. did u all remember about me..? i know u guys do... but everything changed ady....... how i wish i can love a girl instead of a boy............