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Thursday, October 28, 2010

thanks for coming^^

hmmmmmmmmmmm..........
thanks...
.for  coming.....:)
for be  by my side when i need u...
for being so caring and thoughtful...

it wasn't like what i say previously...
"that we arent going to meet each other when i need u"
again miracle...:)
i want u to be happy when i m...
but i dont wan u to be unhappy when i m...
cuz i just wanna see u smile....:D


u look so sweet when u SMILE..

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

i just need "care"

is it really that "happy" to have someone by ur side???
what if d two of u didnt have time to accompany each other??
is good to have someone..
but its just feel "bitter"
when u need"him/her" by ur side just for one hug...
and u cant get it..
bcuz u two arent going to meet each other...
everytime..
when i feel "stress","sad"..
i hope that i can c u...
can get a warm hug from u...
but its just not that easy....
anyway its sweetz to hav someone u love by ur side..
even u two are busy in work..
struggling for "MONEY"
its just worth ..
when it comes to an end..
i appreciated what u had done...
and try to make me happy...
 i hope that u r happy:)~♥
thats enough.....

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

plan for ur child future:)

Examples of education costs in top universities around the world :
Harvard University, US
 
RM
Tuition Fees Per Year : 105,000
Other Expenses Per Year : 33,000
Total Per Year : 138,000
Total for 4 Years :
552,000

University of Cambridge, UK
 
RM
Tuition Fees Per Year : 64,000
Other Expenses Per Year : 42,000
Total Per Year : 106,000
Total for 4 Years : 424,000

Monash University, Australia
 
RM
Tuition Fees Per Year : 54,000
Other Expenses Per Year : 25,000
Total Per Year : 79,000
Total for 4 Years :
316,000

University Malaya, Malaysia
 
RM
Tuition Fees Per Year : 1,200
Other Expenses Per Year : 10,000
Total Per Year : 11,200
Total for 4 Years :
44,800

Next to buying a home, funding for a child's education is the largest expenditure most parents will make. The following are some factors that you need to take into consideration when making education planning for your children:

1. Number of children you have.
2. Whether you want your child to attend a local or an overseas university.
3. Number of years you have before your child attends university.
4. Type of course that your child may be pursuing.
5. Current tuition fees and other type of expenses.
6. Currency exchange rate of the country your child wants to study in.
7. Expected rate of increase in education cost.
8. Your current and possible future income.
9. Investment that can be put aside for your child's university education.
10. Expected rate of return from your investment.
Key Expenses
Tuition fees for universities abroad are normally higher than that of local universities and may vary according to programme or course. Furthermore, you need to consider the rise in tuition fees when making education planning because they can increase quite significantly. Besides that you also have to take into account the following:

- Medical fees
- Course materials (such as text books and lecture notes)
- Transportation (including air fares if studying overseas)
- Room and board (if studying overseas or staying in dormitory)
- Student activity fees (such as for sports and recreation)
- Course-related expenses (such as laboratory fees, library fees, and exam fees)

The Key is to Start Early
Although it is never too late to start planning for your child's education, it is always best to start as early as possible to ensure you have sufficient funds by the time your child is ready to enroll in a university. Through the effects of compounding, a small sum of money put aside each month can grow into a significant amount.  
Ronald has a 4-year-old daughter, whom he would like to send to the University of Cambridge when she is 19. He plans to invest a lump sum figure to kick start her education fund while saving a fixed amount each month to make up for the balance. The first thing he needs to do is to determine the amount he requires by factoring in the inflation rate.
Currently, a 4-year course in the University of Cambridge would cost about RM424.000. Assuming an inflation rate of 5 percent, the expense would have increased to RM881.920 by the time Ronald's daughter becomes 19. 
Current Expenses = RM424,000 
Future Expenses = RM424,000 x 2.08 
(15 years later) with inflation (5% per annum) = RM881,920 
Ronald invests RM40.000 into an equity unit trust fund which he expects will give him annual returns of8 percent*. Using Table A, replacing inflation rate with compounding rate of returns, he can calculate how much his investment will grow to and what is his shortfall. 
Lump sum investment = RM40,000 
Total after 15 years = RM40,000 x 3.17(with 8% annual returns) = RM126,800 
Shortfall (after lump = RM881,920 - RM126,800sum investment) = RM755,120 
To fund for his shortfall, Ronald plans to invest in a portfolio of stocks and unit trusts. Using Table B, he can determine how much he needs to save each month. Assuming he can get 8 percent annual returns* from his portfolio, he will need to invest RM2.190 every month in order to get RM755,120 when his daughter is ready for university.  
Amount needed = RM755,120  
Monthly investment (with 8% = RM755,120 x 0.0029 annual returns for 15 years) = RM2,190  



(copy from website)

Saturday, October 9, 2010

我觉得很苦。。

所做的一切。。。
对错我不知道。。。
人家说blog是让人把内心话说出来的地方。。
但我不认为是这样。。
有谁真正了解我。。。
没有。。
人为什么要有感情。。
冷血。。
或许好一点。。
我不知道。。
好乱。。
我应该怎样。。??

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

GReat LIfe Essential Lady

 GreatLife Essential Lady
lady

"Every woman deserves a great life."


You work hard to achieve your goals in your career and for your family. While looking after your loved ones, you also want to take care of your own health and well-being.

GreatLife Essential Lady is created with you in mind. It is a new category of insurance plans that is developed to protect you against major female-related health conditions. Depending on your needs, you have a choice of two riders.

  • IL LadyCare Rider
     - is ideal for all women who want protection against female-related illnesses.

  • IL LadyCare Advantage Rider
     - designed for women who are planning for motherhood, and those who
       need maternity-related coverage.

    Protection against major female illnesses

    IL LadyCare and IL LadyCare Advantage Riders provide you with protection against female-related illnesses, such as cancers to the breast, cervix uteri, uterus, placenta, fallopian tube, vulva and vagina, even during the early stage.
    Up to 130% of protection value

    Once you are diagnosed with cancer, the benefits also include surgical procedures related to breast and female internal organs such as uterus, fallopian tube and vagina. The total coverage for cancer and the related surgical procedures is up to 130% of rider's sum assured.
    Assurance during pregnancy

    IL LadyCare Advantage Rider not only covers against female-related illnesses and related surgical procedures, but also protects you against maternity-related medical conditions. It covers complications arising in pregnancy and infant coverage such as Premature Birth Requiring Neonatal ICU, Down's Syndrome and Cleft Palate.

  • Smart Early PAyout CRitical CAre

    Smart Early Payout CriticalCare
    EPCC
    The first plan in Malaysia that pays at the early stages of critical illness.

    With continuous medical advances and emphasis on periodic health screening, early detection of a critical illness is promising and may save your life. But will your finances be there to see you through the early treatment of a critical illness?

    Smart Early Payout CriticalCare is designed with you in mind. It’s a unique investment-linked insurance rider, which pays upon early diagnosis of a critical illness, not when the illness has become more severe as with most insurance plans.
    Early Payout, Finances Saved
    When your life threatens to come to a halt, you need to bounce back fast. With early payouts to provide for early treatments, you won’t have to put off your other life plans should a critical illness occur. More importantly, you do not have to be financially burdened. The lump sum paid may be used at your discretion choose to use it for medical treatments or therapy, medication or even to settle financial commitments.

    With the advantage of early financial support from Smart Early Payout CriticalCare, you can focus solely on treatment and recovery so that you can get back on your feet again.

    Multiple Claims Across Multiple Critical Illnesses
    The most thoughtful thing is, Smart Early Payout CriticalCare allows for multiple claims for different critical illnesses or across severity levels within the same critical illness. Furthermore, you will not have to wait in between submission of claims should your condition deteriorate to a more advanced stage.

    There are no limits to the number of critical illness conditions that you can claim against, as long as the pre-defined conditions are fulfilled and the sum of claim payouts are within the rider’s sum assured limit.

    Sunday, October 3, 2010

    maximising saving .....???

    WITH longer life expectancy, escalating medical and education costs, most people’s Employees Provident Fund (EPF) savings will diminish over time.72% of the members who withdraw their savings at age 55 tend to spend all the money within three years..

    Depending on a person’s risk appetite, investment time horizon and income, one can opt to invest in, among others, properties, equities, unit trusts and investment-linked insurance plans.

     Regular investing and saving is an effective and convenient way to help one reach his retirement goal.

    Even a little money saved regularly can grow to a tidy sum over time.
    The easiest way to reach your financial goals is to start investing through a regular savings plan.(copy and paste from the star online)

    u can start with a simple saving plan now...
    great eastern provided various type of saving plan..
    multi cash , great income enhancer, elite buider..
    think for urself,think for ur family....:)

    If the Government is serious about providing ways for Malaysians to fund their retirement, they should allow EPF contributors to invest into offshore funds for greater choice and diversification.

    Thursday, September 30, 2010

    生活真的有这么容易。。?还是真的那么难。。?

    我的生活。。
    好乱。。。
    无奈。。。
    我真的想要很努力赚钱。。。
    可是我越想。。就越觉得辛苦。。。
    我只想找一份我喜欢又能赚钱的工作。。
    有这么难吗。。?
    发型师。。
    名字好听。。
    工钱少得可怜。。
    工作时间长的可悲。。
    应该继续做下去吗。。?
    问朋友。。
    他们都说“你喜欢就好”
                   “不做的话,那你为何当初进这一行?”
                   “你当初的梦想呢。?

                   “转行咯”
                    “做office工”

    拜托。。。
    我头都大了。。
    最近不懂做么这么倒。。
    什么都做不好。。。
    我的Mr io
    应该对我“死心”了吧。。
    好现实的社会。。


    不怕。。
    请不要太看的起我。。
    我不是女超人。。
    不是什么都能做到很好。。
    我一定要从新计划我的“路”
    走该走的路。。。

    跳舞。。
    我几时才可以再次跳舞。。?
    好失败。。。。
    :((((((

    Laz nite ..

    hmmmm...
    laz nite bowling was fun...
    hahx..
    so sorry to let u teach such a stupid student like "me" to play bowling...
    its a nice experience....
    few years ago i ever play bowling and that time i really like bowling..
    but don't know why and what reason..
    i stop it and started to hate it...
    luckily i can overcome d "unlike", "hate"..
    and accompany u for d bowling..
    thanks ya..
    for teaching me..:)


    i shouldn't say all that "stupid" things laz nite...
    its my problem...
    a problem that i still cant overcome..
    its really happy when we play and fool around...
    :):):)
    lets solve d problem together...

    Sunday, September 26, 2010

    if i say" i love u" then i mean it♥.

    if i say"i love u" then i mean it.
    if i say "i like u" maybe i haven't really fall in love...
    if i say" i hate u" tats not real...
    if i say "i miss u" i really miss u badly....
    if i say " thank you" ....i really appreciate u..
    if i say"up to u"..means i let u make decision...
    if i say " see first" ..i just need time to think...
    if  i say "u r great"...that's mean i admire u..


    nothing more important than i "precious" u......
    大笨猪。。。

    Friday, September 24, 2010

    我需要一个星期收拾我的心情。。

    mr io
    对不起。。
    你一定觉得我很“难搞”
    我需要一点点时间重新整理我的思绪。。
    之后我一定会继续努力的。。。

    古晋和吉隆坡的生活方式很不一样。。
    那边的人生活很轻松。。
    没有压力。。
    做事情也不喜欢匆匆忙忙。。

    我承认回去时,我并没有认真努力的做。。。
    因为。。
    没有原因(任何原因都是自己给自己的借口)
    所以我也不需要给你任何理由。。
    那都是无谓的。。
    我也很想像你们那样成功。。

    我真的想。。
    但是我所知道的东西有限。。
    跟大老板谈。。我会紧张。。。
    或许我不够自信。。
    清给我在一年里面训练出自己的个人风格。。。
    一年后,我保证我可以做得比现在更好。。

    在这行我学会了所谓的责任感。。
    也懂得如何以别人沟通。。
    五年没见的朋友说我变了。。
    他们说我没有选错行。。
    因为他们看到我的改变。。
    变自信。。
    爱讲话。。

    哈哈。。。
    这是好事。。
    但我觉得还不够好。。
    我会继续加油的。。。

    its such a complicated feeling..

    Dar Dar..
    u had suddenly entered into my life..
    omg..
    i cant believed that we meet in such a way..
    and everything just happened so fast...
    i had such a complicated feeling towards you..
    a feeling that cant be described..

    i just don't even really know u and understand about u..
    ya..
    i m not prepared yet..
    to be a girlfriend..
    my problem..
    first of all...
    u r really like my fren
    d way u express ur feeling..
    ur planning about future...

    maybe..
    i really need someone by my side...
    but is it "boyfriend"?
    i also cant answer this question.
    i m afraid to fall deep inside a relationship..

    i will lost my characteristic..
    i just wanna be well prepared before starting a relationship.
    i m sure i don't really understand about u..
    u too right...?
    its sweet to be with someone u love..
    but its tough to maintain a relationship..

    a relationship should start not because of loneliness...
    that's not love.. 

    Sunday, September 12, 2010

    for someone special...

    d reason why i wrote this ..
    because i want u to know what i m thinking..:)
    u r good...
    our "meet" r such special and memorable..
    ^^

    u r nice...
    i sense that....(my 6th sense)hahx..
    give my time,k..?
    i m worrying...
    as u know ..
    i hope that that's not puppy love between us..

    give us time to prove ourself..
    no matter in career or in our relationship...
    i hope to"fight"together with my"dar dar"..
    success in career..
    and can have true love..
    give urself time to make clear about ur feeling,k..?

    i want someone true...
    someone serious..
    someone that really treat me good...
    desperate in seeing u again after i come back...

    Wednesday, September 8, 2010

    a miracle and suprise night^^

    i never thought that i could be so lucky...
    and this never happened in my whole life ..
    it was such a miracle...
    when i know there will be a lucky draw..
    i didn't put in heart..
    cuz i know i cant be that lucky..

    when d singer announced d lucky number just after u say.
    "see whether we got fate today"
    i was just looking at d lucky draw number..
    until d last number ..
    i was shocked and cant believe that we really so lucky...
    and i was really happy...
    its a miracle...

    it was really a nice memory..
    really thanks about it...
    hope d "bear" can give me good luck^^
    i wont forget it:)

    Tuesday, September 7, 2010

    i must be prepared b4 i start d game again..

    Mr io..
    i m sorry..
    yesterday speaker really was not helping me..
    i fell into a deep consideration which i must make it clearly...
    before i start any futher discussion with u...

    what i can just tell is i wont give up..
    dont worry about that..
    but i need time to clear my mind...
    i wont let u down..
    wont let my family down..
    i want to be the top...
    not just saying only..
    but do it...

    thats what i want ..
    but i want to prepare
    in facing all these....:)

    Friday, September 3, 2010

    突然间迷路了。。

    突然间觉得很辛苦,,
    家人啊家人。。
    我不是神。。。
    我也有觉得辛苦的时候。。
    在这个年龄。。
    我没有同龄人的快乐。。
    只有奋斗,赚钱。。
    虽然是我自愿的。。
    但是有时有些小事。。
    你们可以不可以自己处理。。

    我努力的成长。。
    努力让自己更进步。。
    但有时我不知道。。
    我为了谁。。?
    为了家人。。?
    为了自己?
    为了面子?

    老天爷。。
    我可以做不平凡的平凡人吗。。?
    我好累。。
    可是又不想放弃。。
    我已经没有那种想要去玩的心了。。
    有的只是工作=娱乐。。
    够变态吧。。?

    Wednesday, September 1, 2010

    pj agency ^^thanks..

    a lot of thank you and appreciation to pj agency..
    a place which brought me grew up....
    in many ways...
    i learnt a lot  a lot of things from there...
    get to know many "powerful" and "superchiever"
    found my dream..
    and fighting for it...
    i want to success..
    really desperate in it...
    i know i can do it and i will do it..

    my gsm huey meei..
    at first ,i really cant accepted her style in work..
    in training up new agent..
    i feel stress and cant overcome that..
    i even think to escape and give up....

    luckily i didn't..
    i stay..
    i told myself....
    "if really want to do well in"insurance and financial,
    u must really focus and be the best.."
    if don"t want,then just let go now..
    better than wasting time..

    MR io..kenny tan..
    you are my“伯乐”
    haha
    at first i also suspect myself whether i really suit this line or not..
    but now..
    i can tell you..
    i like it and i enjoy it..
    nothing is impossible if u really want to do...

    fighting for top rookie..
    i want to win..
    GOD...please help me...
    i want to success...
    wee fon is a very dedicated girl...
    i learnt a lot from her too...
    v strong...
    admire^^

    kelly wong
    v charming girl..
    mdrt...
    how i wish i can be like her one day....
    :)
    mei ling,tik wei,and others all are great people...
    they are successful ...
    always encouraging new agent...
    taught us many things....
    really thank you....

    so power?so influence?

    WOW...
    WA...
    AM I SO POWERFUL????
    NOW I JUST KNOW I CAN INFLUENCE WHOLE FAMILY TO HATE ME...
    ADMIRE^^''
    SURPRISING WITH MY POWER...
    HAHAHHA
    I LOOK SO BRILLIANT? SO SUCCESS?
    TILL YOU ALL SCARE ABOUT ME..
    AFRAID THAT I WILL SURPASS YOUR DAUGHTER...?
    WAKE UP U GUYS...
    IF YOUR DAUGHTER REALLY INDEPENDENT AND CAN SUCCESS
    THEN NOTHING NEED TO BE WORRY...
    I JUST A LITTLE GIRL...^^
    YOUR DAUGHTER ALREADY 25 YEARS OLD...
    PLUS U GUYS...
    TOTALLY AROUND TWO HUNDRED YEARS OLD...
    WHY WANT TO FIGHT WITH ME..?
    I AM NOT GOD...
    HAHA
    THANKS FOR PUTTING ME IN SUCH HIGH POSITION...
    FUCK U GUYS..
    CHILDISH FAMILY...
    STUPID..
    SO SCARE I WILL "RAMPAS"
    YOU GUYS"BAO BEI"
    DON'T WORRY...
    I DON'T WANT....!!!!!!
    IF U GUYS LIKE,
    JUST TAKE IT AND KEPT IN SAFETY BOX..
    IF NOT, HE WILL RUN AWAY AGAIN
    AND COME BACK TO MY SIDE..
    HA HA

    Friday, August 27, 2010

    有听过可口可乐的故事吗。。?

    昨晚我在公司停了一个speaker的话。。
    我觉得很有趣。。
    他说:“你们知道可口可乐一瓶多少钱吗。。?”
    当然大家都知道一瓶可口可乐大概是马币两块钱。。
    那他有再问如果在餐厅的话,
    这瓶可口可乐又会是多少钱呢。。?

    在餐厅的话,可能就要四块钱吧。。
    如果在酒店,可口可乐就会变成一瓶十块钱。
    在高级会所可能就会变成十多块一瓶。。。

    如果你在杜拜酒店,一瓶可口可乐的价值是
    30Usd。。。
    同样是可口可乐。。
    为什么在不同的地方,有不同的价钱。。
    我们人也是一样。。
    你认为你自己的价值是多少。。?

    但是就算你认为你值一个月五千,十千,。。
    老板会给你吗。。?
    不可能。。
    如果老板认为你一个月的价值是两千。。
    你也必须接受。。

    我觉得人要寻求突破,改变。。
    如果我觉得,我不只这个价钱。。
    就要想办法提升自己。。。。
    只想不做是不会成功的。。。。

    超级旧忘了blog这回事。。。。

    昨天我的io MR。KENNY 突然提到我的blog....
    我才想起我很久没开了。。。
    通常写blog时,我都比较常写不开心的事。。。
    他就说或许因为现在我生活开心了。。。
    我就在想。。“是吗。。?”哈哈
    或许吧。。
    其实开始做这一行时,压力很大。。
    很多事情突然之间转变。。
    我无法接受。。
    因为我本身自己有另一份职业。。
    每次要去公司开会或上课。。
    我都必须请假。。
    大家都知道。我们这种打工族。。
    所谓的“五等人”
    请假是要付出代价的。。
    被扣工钱拉。。
    看老板脸色啦。。
    还要冒着被炒鱿鱼的风险。。
    所以刚开始时,
    我一直跟我io argue的。。。
    他只差没有被我气死吧了。。
    哈哈
    不过现在我真的很享受这份工。。
    真的很喜欢。。
    但是鱼与熊掌是不能兼得的。。
    所以昨晚我想了一个妙计,
    就是可以把两份工都变成full time..
    希望我的计划谈的成。。。
    我真的学会了很多东西。。
    很感激公司的所有人。。
    他们都是很棒的一群精英。。
    为了实际与梦想,我要继续加油。。
    台湾。。。

    Wednesday, July 7, 2010

    thank you^^ frenz^^

    first of all...need to thanks my roomate...."qiqi"
    thankz for owez by my side no matter what happened...
    u acc me when i "down"
    although sometimes my temper not good...
    but we never quarrel...
    but got "cold war"haha...:)
    thankz ya^^
    next will be my best fren "renice loo"
    i will tell u anything when i m not happy...
    when i feel down,not sastified with my job,quarrel with family..
    u will be d first that know...
    those few years,u r d one tat encourage me...
    even until now...
    when i wanna gave up my job,,,
    u tellme not to..
    u say i sure will success one day..
    ^^really thanks...
    next will be my aiya son"soul cj"
    actually u treat me really good enuf jor...
    when u come kl ,u find me,
    acc me, treat me yam cha..
    then i get to know "godsoul"
    thanks...
    i know i treat u not enuf good if compare to u..
    really glad to have u as my fren..
    although there is some mistaken between us b4..
    but dy past...
    most important is now..
    really^^
    who will be next neh..?
    xiao tou"robin"
    u r d one so special..
    owez bully me.
    hahax...
    jk jk...
    i still remember u owez act as driver
    for"wesney crew"..
    thanks ya...wont forget u...
    ur support i can sense...
    gambateh to u too^^
    next will be all my dear fren when secondary school^^
    u guys owez d best in my heart ..
    really...
    sian ,avy,suk hui,a tak,sing wan,zi lee,priscilla....
    we owez go out"lepak lepak"b4...
    hahx...
    miss those time...
    sian,i miss ur"red"face...lolx..
    owez become red when u shy...
    haha..
    so cute neh...
    avy..
    i miss d time when we sing 2gether
    when be dj at school..
    wa...
    really miss++
    suk hui,
    where is ur aaron..?
    u two ar...
    owez flirt with each other..
    hahx..
    a tak..
    hahx....
    u owez bring us go lepak when nite..
    we lik hanging around at d airport...
    lolx..
    i still remember u r d first one tats celebrate birthday with me two years ago..
    :)
    time past so fast..
    i dont even feel happy now..
    writing all these make me miss u guys so much...
    now seem like writing"wasiat"hahx..
    priscilla...
    hahx..
    u r my close fren when we go to plkn 2gether...
    those moment was so unforgetable...
    best trainer n trainee..
    dint regret for being to choose for plkn..^^
    now come back to kl frenz..
    guys...
    i get to know many frenz at kl...
    somes are really good...
    for example...
    jue wang ge...
    hahx...^^
    actually u really nice la..
    but i dont know u well.
    hope got chance to know u well........
    jimo ge ...a special guy,...
    ben dan zhu zhu..
    jimo ge special girl..^^
    jimmy chiaz...
    cute piggy^^
    hahx...
    nice fren...
    i say wanna "kao"u ma...
    but u dont wan me....lolx...
    sure wont forget joun
    sorry ya....
    dont know how to describe...
    but u r a nice brother...
    when wanna bring me see golden fish..
    hahahhahx...
    gavinn yee...
    someone tat appear in my life suddenly..
    :)

    and also haz leong and jack ho..
    u two appear so suddenly in our life..
    anyway tats fate..
    and we appreciate it...^^
    thankz^^

    i m really serious in my part time job....i hope i can success in it....

    everyone has their own dream...
    their own job.........
    most ppl know what they are doing...
    some ppl have their aim ad target..
    some lost their way....
    me too..
    i ever lost my way in my life and my career...
    i dont know what i m doing .....
    and i cant focused in it...
    i just saw many disadvantages in my job.....
    everything that i do i feel hopeless.....
    i struggle............
    disaapointed....
    finally i "woke up"
    i know i must serious in my job even i not sastified with it..
    now i love it...
    i love being a hairstylist...
    im still learning to be d best...
    and also i find my part time..
    in insurance and investment field..
    just hope everything can go smooth...
    and i can achieve what i want...
    now feeling to find another part time...
    i m desperating in money....
    i have no choice...
    what job will suit..?
    pub..?
    actually i got think about tat...

    but...
    is that good..?
    so confusing...
    who can lead my way.?

    Thursday, June 24, 2010

    心不在............傻眼..............

    好槽的一天...
    今天不知怎么了...
    心不在...魂又不在....
    早上起身就有点不想去上班...
    好累...眼睡...==
    都是自己自找的...
    平时都不喜欢早睡...
    其实也不是我不要早睡@@
    只是一到晚上就超级精神....><
    早上就开始累了..
    难道我是半夜才出来行动的"僵尸"
    还是蝙蝠..?
    ==
    LOLZ...
    I DON'T WAN ..
    BETTER BE A SEXY GIRL THAN A BAT OR A VAMPIRE....
    SOT JOR...
    EARLY MORNING DAY DREAMING TILL FORGOT TO PRESS D STOP BELL...
    CAUSE ME NEED TO WALK FOR A DISTANCE TO WORK...
    THIS CALL "HUO GAI"
    HAHAHHAHAH...
    LAUGHING AT MY OWN SELF...
    THEN WHEN WANNA CROSS D ROAD..
    NEARLY KNOCK DOWN BY A CAR...
    A MI TA BA.....JESUS...
    LUCKILY NOTHING HAPPENED...
    AFTER THAT I JUST BLUR BLUR
    AND KEEP SCRATCHING MY HEAD....
    LOLZ..
    LIKE STUPID LEH....
    ANYWAY TODAY WHEN WORKING STILL GOT A BIT SLEEPY....
    PITY MY BOSS FOR EMPLOYING ME...
    WAHAHAHAH...^^''

    Thursday, June 17, 2010

    很久没写BLOG了.....今天心情很糟....哭了...


    好久没试过心情这么糟了....忍不住哭了...好无助....

    压力好大....开始犹疑了...

    我还应该坚持在这行吗..?

    发型业真的很不好做..

    竞争大...工钱少....

    要存到钱真的不容易..

    其实我真的不需要这样委屈...

    为什么..?

    但我不想就这样放弃....

    花了好一笔钱去学头发....

    浪费了一年的时间....

    难道就要这样放弃吗..?

    我好没用..

    每次说要自己解决...

    到最后还是需要人帮....

    跟费人有什么差别...

    我不想家人担心我...

    所以我从来没跟他们说过我挨到很辛苦...

    真的很想让他们有很好的生活...

    我办的到吗..?

    说了要在两年后让爸退休.....

    我有是否能实现..?

    去台湾学舞蹈的梦想又能否成真....

    所有的只能是幻觉吗..?

    梦想离我好远....

    没有梦想的我就好像在大海里寻找属于我的沙子....

    永远也找不着......

    Sunday, June 6, 2010

    心情不好可是又好像很好。。。。炸到。。。。




    曾经为了你自残。。。有用吗?你头也不回的走了。。。丢下我一个人。。说好永远不分开?有屁用吗。。。?所有的誓言都是骗人的。。。

    为什么男生都这么犯贱?追你时什么都好。。

    追到了,就当你是草。。哈哈

    。白痴的我不会再上当了。。。

    有些男生更贱。。有女朋友了还说喜欢你,要追你。。死贱男!!!
    臭男生。。我说过我会变超级美女然后去做tg....让你们后悔。。。
    等着瞧。。。我要努力赚钱。。然后就可以变美美。。。
    伤害过我的人,我一定让你们尝到双倍的痛。。。。。。。。。。。

    Friday, June 4, 2010

    PLEASE stop disturb my LIFE....................

    STOP disturbing my life!!! i am sick of it and its disgusting....
    can u plz leave me alone and just get out of my WORLd, GET OUT OF my life....
    u idiolt ,stupid.....
    DOnt disturb me AGAIN...and stop that messaging everyday...
    U make me sick...==
    go away WITH YOUR world...
    i HATE u......and i wONt forgive u forever.......til i die......
    fake people...
    u think i am stUpid ....
    u think i will simply just forgive u..?tell u ..
    NO!! NEVER!!
    IMPOSSIBLE!!
    go hell with YOUR Angel and superstition GOD world.......
    fuck.....
    I WONT believe in that....shit thing..!!
    i more prefer my SATAN world than ur fucking fake god world...
    angel...??
    chew.....
    u thought u r?
    u think u r good?
    humour?
    dont pretend!!!
    i wont believe u !!
    i wont let u help ME!!
    NEVEr!!

    Thursday, June 3, 2010

    thankz u frenz......








    thankz u all my fren......

    bei bei,i luv d "patrick"so much...

    thank u ya...^^

    yesterday birthday...............

    sometimes i wish there was no birthday such a thing in this world.....
    birthday?make me suffer..i was totally not happy when i finished work and return back to the place i i stay..boring..:( meaningless...with my roomate in room chit chat....i know she try to cheer me up....thankz...but tats useless...to me..my heart not happy...==
    bei bei keep on asking me to go for movie...go eat...tis that...
    but i dont feel like...again ?another unhappy birthday...haiz...
    what to do..?
    anyway really thanks and i feel appreciate with all the birthday wishes and present that all
    my babe n bebe fren gave me........
    thanks everyone..
    thankz fren..thanks mummy....
    without u, i wont be in this world...
    although sometimes life suffering...
    sometimes u dont even know when i am unhappy but
    i love u mum..
    thank you...^^
    mmuackz.............
    i love u too daddy..
    u r the one most pampered me since i born...
    i know that ..
    and i appreciate it...
    thankz^^
    birthday without boyfriend is happy but lonely..
    how i wish u were here,just beside me...
    but tats impossible dy...
    for ever n ever......
    i miss u laz nite...bent koh......
    if only everything never happened....
    how would be my birthday ?
    with the presence of u.......
    i cry...silently....
    :(
    all my ex..
    did u all remember about me..?
    i know u guys do...
    but everything changed ady.......
    how i wish i can love a girl instead of a boy............

    Tuesday, June 1, 2010

    birthday...birthday..........


    birthday?birthday!birthday..............wow!!!my birthday..should i be happy..?sad..?curious..?hahx...^^''

    got a bit crazy dy....

    yesterday i receive a suprise from my fren oso roommate"bei bei"...

    she bought me a super huge "patrick"(d one in spongebob cartoon)....hahx....luv d patrick so muchie.......^^

    once i receive, totally crazy n keep on laughing n talk to my litlle"patrick"haha.....little..?wrong word!!i think shud be my super duper huge "mr patrick"

    luv u so much bei bei n oso my patrick....mmuackz.....

    thankz to haz n jack too for being so funny when bringing me out laz nite...^^three fren wif me on d time "12am" laz nite...hahx.....

    simple but happy celebration...^^sometimes simple oso bring happiness^^ rite..?maybe....

    ???脑袋一片空白。。。。。。。。。

    都在想些什么。。?工作 ?爱情?家人?人与人之间到底有没有所谓的信任?
    我已经开始不知道了。。觉得自己开始冷血。。== 残酷。。是环境所逼,周围的人所
    当我相信你们,在乎你们的是候!你们怎样又对我。。?留下我一个人面对所有事。。朋 友。。?都是假的吧。。 就算你对一个人再好,他也不会记得你,我身边的人好像都不能信了。。。为什么这么惨用、?为什么。?我讨厌的人可不可以不要再出现在我的生活??
    求你离开我。。我永远不要再当你棋盘上的一颗棋子。。你想控制所有人都不可奥能控制我!
    我要跟你决斗到底!!!你是神,我就是鬼!你是魔,我就是那个道长。。。
    我永永远远都要跟你做对。。身边的你们如果想害我,我会以牙还牙!!
    我不会再是以前的我!
    真真假假我已经不知道了。。如果让我知道“你”也是双面人。。。。我保证我会让大家的世界都不安。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

    Friday, May 28, 2010

    madam kwan(pavilion)..............




    .........


    go eat with aiya mummy at madam kwan(pavilion)
    miss those time...now dont even have d time to relax and enjoy.....
    the nasi lemak taste good...^^
    but d santan smell quite heavy...==
    anyway if u like santan,then u will like d nasi lemak at thr...^^

    vivo times square american food....i like it.......










    vivo american food............
    if u like cheesy taste,u should go n try for it,,,
    d sticky feel of d cheesy make u fell fullness...
    ^^

    food............yummy yummy....




    at mid valley....
    korean food...^^
    v tasty and healthy!
    hav a try.....

    Thursday, May 27, 2010

    Showdown 2010-Famous Crew

    Showdown 2010-Feasible Crew

    Dancing Queen-Selina@我猜

    Guess Show - Selina & Hebe

    what a boriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing day.............??

    好闷的一天。。没事做!早上到现在已经一个小时了。。 :( 一个人影也没有。。。惨到。。如果我是要养家的人!我想我应该已经换地方做,要不是老板娘对我很好,现在又缺人,我应该已经打包走人了。。。><
    最近都没睡好,精神不够,脾气就臭了。。。
    到处发人脾气。。==
    真槽。。。
    今晚又要跟朋友唱k
    ..............
    明天做工就死了。。。一定变熊猫再加幽魂。。哈哈。
    因为他们要唱半夜场。。。炸到==
    又不能不去因为朋友生日。。。。==!!
    做人难。。。。。。。

    Thursday, May 20, 2010

    My fren dad left dy.....................

    很突然!很突然!昨晚才知道的消息。。不敢去证实,希望有奇迹,希望耶稣会帮我。。我一直很相信你,jesus..在我心里一直都把你放在第一。。昨天我第一次不信你了,第一次狠心说不信你了。。。我知道其实你很有能力,因为我今天感觉到了但是我还是不想低头。。
    我气。。。气你。。。
    接到消息时傻了,哭了,为什么。。?吃素也帮不到他。。。为什么?
    所有神神鬼鬼都是假的,是吗。。?
    昨晚我挑战死神。。我叫他出来,我要跟他说话,我求他跟我沟通。。。
    那一段时间很不舒服。。。。

    so mad til i posted"fuck"on airsia wall..==

    airasia 今天让我很生气。。。什么零机票?骗人的!浪费我一大堆电话钱,什么也得不到。。
    我从昨天开始上AIRASIA WEBSITE,一直处于忙绿状态。==!!够力!今天再试,填好所有资料准备付钱时,又说your credit has been declined.....shit ....fuck ...what this..??
    好气!没关系,我再试!又来?your credit has been declined.....气到直接在我facebook放fuckkkk d airasia.....打算再重试,又出现一堆字。。u cannot resummit ur booking.....
    shit....刚才说不能付,现在不能重新填过。。。忍无可忍!@@##$*^$
    直接去facebook 里面air asia 的pages 骂。。。。
    还浪费我电话钱,打去60085999的,叫我等,还说一分钟收一块九十五仙。。等了一分钟多,对方说所有负责人在忙,叫我继续等或等下再拨。。。$#%^&%685
    好不负责任。。。直接又再上网骂。。没想到这一骂很多人来add我。。。哈。。应该是没看过这样的女子。。。炸到。。==
    不过很多我还是没批。。。对不起呀。。。。。
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