yesterday birthday...............

sometimes i wish there was no birthday such a thing in this world.....
birthday?make me suffer..i was totally not happy when i finished work and return back to the place i i stay..boring..:( meaningless...with my roomate in room chit chat....i know she try to cheer me up....thankz...but tats useless...to me..my heart not happy...==
bei bei keep on asking me to go for movie...go eat...tis that...
but i dont feel like...again ?another unhappy birthday...haiz...
what to do..?
anyway really thanks and i feel appreciate with all the birthday wishes and present that all
my babe n bebe fren gave me........
thanks everyone..
thankz fren..thanks mummy....
without u, i wont be in this world...
although sometimes life suffering...
sometimes u dont even know when i am unhappy but
i love u mum..
thank you...^^
mmuackz.............
i love u too daddy..
u r the one most pampered me since i born...
i know that ..
and i appreciate it...
thankz^^
birthday without boyfriend is happy but lonely..
how i wish u were here,just beside me...
but tats impossible dy...
for ever n ever......
i miss u laz nite...bent koh......
if only everything never happened....
how would be my birthday ?
with the presence of u.......
i cry...silently....
:(
all my ex..
did u all remember about me..?
i know u guys do...
but everything changed ady.......
how i wish i can love a girl instead of a boy............