i must be prepared b4 i start d game again..

Mr io..
i m sorry..
yesterday speaker really was not helping me..
i fell into a deep consideration which i must make it clearly...
before i start any futher discussion with u...

what i can just tell is i wont give up..
dont worry about that..
but i need time to clear my mind...
i wont let u down..
wont let my family down..
i want to be the top...
not just saying only..
but do it...

thats what i want ..
but i want to prepare
in facing all these....:)

突然间迷路了。。

突然间觉得很辛苦，，
家人啊家人。。
我不是神。。。
我也有觉得辛苦的时候。。
在这个年龄。。
我没有同龄人的快乐。。
只有奋斗，赚钱。。
虽然是我自愿的。。
但是有时有些小事。。
你们可以不可以自己处理。。

我努力的成长。。
努力让自己更进步。。
但有时我不知道。。
我为了谁。。？
为了家人。。？
为了自己？
为了面子？

老天爷。。
我可以做不平凡的平凡人吗。。？
我好累。。
可是又不想放弃。。
我已经没有那种想要去玩的心了。。
有的只是工作=娱乐。。
够变态吧。。？

pj agency ^^thanks..

a lot of thank you and appreciation to pj agency..
a place which brought me grew up....
in many ways...
i learnt a lot  a lot of things from there...
get to know many "powerful" and "superchiever"
found my dream..
and fighting for it...
i want to success..
really desperate in it...
i know i can do it and i will do it..

my gsm huey meei..
at first ,i really cant accepted her style in work..
in training up new agent..
i feel stress and cant overcome that..
i even think to escape and give up....

luckily i didn't..
i stay..
i told myself....
"if really want to do well in"insurance and financial,
u must really focus and be the best.."
if don"t want,then just let go now..
better than wasting time..

MR io..kenny tan..
you are my“伯乐”
haha
at first i also suspect myself whether i really suit this line or not..
but now..
i can tell you..
i like it and i enjoy it..
nothing is impossible if u really want to do...

fighting for top rookie..
i want to win..
GOD...please help me...
i want to success...
wee fon is a very dedicated girl...
i learnt a lot from her too...
v strong...
admire^^

kelly wong
v charming girl..
mdrt...
how i wish i can be like her one day....
:)
mei ling,tik wei,and others all are great people...
they are successful ...
always encouraging new agent...
taught us many things....
really thank you....

so power?so influence?

WOW...
WA...
AM I SO POWERFUL????
NOW I JUST KNOW I CAN INFLUENCE WHOLE FAMILY TO HATE ME...
ADMIRE^^''
SURPRISING WITH MY POWER...
HAHAHHA
I LOOK SO BRILLIANT? SO SUCCESS?
TILL YOU ALL SCARE ABOUT ME..
AFRAID THAT I WILL SURPASS YOUR DAUGHTER...?
WAKE UP U GUYS...
IF YOUR DAUGHTER REALLY INDEPENDENT AND CAN SUCCESS
THEN NOTHING NEED TO BE WORRY...
I JUST A LITTLE GIRL...^^
YOUR DAUGHTER ALREADY 25 YEARS OLD...
PLUS U GUYS...
TOTALLY AROUND TWO HUNDRED YEARS OLD...
WHY WANT TO FIGHT WITH ME..?
I AM NOT GOD...
HAHA
THANKS FOR PUTTING ME IN SUCH HIGH POSITION...
FUCK U GUYS..
CHILDISH FAMILY...
STUPID..
SO SCARE I WILL "RAMPAS"
YOU GUYS"BAO BEI"
DON'T WORRY...
I DON'T WANT....!!!!!!
IF U GUYS LIKE,
JUST TAKE IT AND KEPT IN SAFETY BOX..
IF NOT, HE WILL RUN AWAY AGAIN
AND COME BACK TO MY SIDE..
HA HA

有听过可口可乐的故事吗。。？

昨晚我在公司停了一个speaker的话。。
我觉得很有趣。。
他说：“你们知道可口可乐一瓶多少钱吗。。？”
当然大家都知道一瓶可口可乐大概是马币两块钱。。
那他有再问如果在餐厅的话，
这瓶可口可乐又会是多少钱呢。。？

在餐厅的话，可能就要四块钱吧。。
如果在酒店，可口可乐就会变成一瓶十块钱。
在高级会所可能就会变成十多块一瓶。。。

如果你在杜拜酒店，一瓶可口可乐的价值是
30Usd。。。
同样是可口可乐。。
为什么在不同的地方，有不同的价钱。。
我们人也是一样。。
你认为你自己的价值是多少。。？

但是就算你认为你值一个月五千，十千，。。
老板会给你吗。。？
不可能。。
如果老板认为你一个月的价值是两千。。
你也必须接受。。

我觉得人要寻求突破，改变。。
如果我觉得，我不只这个价钱。。
就要想办法提升自己。。。。
只想不做是不会成功的。。。。

超级旧忘了blog这回事。。。。

昨天我的io MR。KENNY 突然提到我的blog....
我才想起我很久没开了。。。
通常写blog时，我都比较常写不开心的事。。。
他就说或许因为现在我生活开心了。。。
我就在想。。“是吗。。？”哈哈
或许吧。。
其实开始做这一行时，压力很大。。
很多事情突然之间转变。。
我无法接受。。
因为我本身自己有另一份职业。。
每次要去公司开会或上课。。
我都必须请假。。
大家都知道。我们这种打工族。。
所谓的“五等人”
请假是要付出代价的。。
被扣工钱拉。。
看老板脸色啦。。
还要冒着被炒鱿鱼的风险。。
所以刚开始时，
我一直跟我io argue的。。。
他只差没有被我气死吧了。。
哈哈
不过现在我真的很享受这份工。。
真的很喜欢。。
但是鱼与熊掌是不能兼得的。。
所以昨晚我想了一个妙计，
就是可以把两份工都变成full time..
希望我的计划谈的成。。。
我真的学会了很多东西。。
很感激公司的所有人。。
他们都是很棒的一群精英。。
为了实际与梦想，我要继续加油。。
台湾。。。

thank you^^ frenz^^

first of all...need to thanks my roomate...."qiqi"
thankz for owez by my side no matter what happened...
u acc me when i "down"
although sometimes my temper not good...
but we never quarrel...
but got "cold war"haha...:)
thankz ya^^
next will be my best fren "renice loo"
i will tell u anything when i m not happy...
when i feel down,not sastified with my job,quarrel with family..
u will be d first that know...
those few years,u r d one tat encourage me...
even until now...
when i wanna gave up my job,,,
u tellme not to..
u say i sure will success one day..
^^really thanks...
next will be my aiya son"soul cj"
actually u treat me really good enuf jor...
when u come kl ,u find me,
acc me, treat me yam cha..
then i get to know "godsoul"
thanks...
i know i treat u not enuf good if compare to u..
really glad to have u as my fren..
although there is some mistaken between us b4..
but dy past...
most important is now..
really^^
who will be next neh..?
xiao tou"robin"
u r d one so special..
owez bully me.
hahax...
jk jk...
i still remember u owez act as driver
for"wesney crew"..
thanks ya...wont forget u...
ur support i can sense...
gambateh to u too^^
next will be all my dear fren when secondary school^^
u guys owez d best in my heart ..
really...
sian ,avy,suk hui,a tak,sing wan,zi lee,priscilla....
we owez go out"lepak lepak"b4...
hahx...
miss those time...
sian,i miss ur"red"face...lolx..
owez become red when u shy...
haha..
so cute neh...
avy..
i miss d time when we sing 2gether
when be dj at school..
wa...
really miss++
suk hui,
where is ur aaron..?
u two ar...
owez flirt with each other..
hahx..
a tak..
hahx....
u owez bring us go lepak when nite..
we lik hanging around at d airport...
lolx..
i still remember u r d first one tats celebrate birthday with me two years ago..
:)
time past so fast..
i dont even feel happy now..
writing all these make me miss u guys so much...
now seem like writing"wasiat"hahx..
priscilla...
hahx..
u r my close fren when we go to plkn 2gether...
those moment was so unforgetable...
best trainer n trainee..
dint regret for being to choose for plkn..^^
now come back to kl frenz..
guys...
i get to know many frenz at kl...
somes are really good...
for example...
jue wang ge...
hahx...^^
actually u really nice la..
but i dont know u well.
hope got chance to know u well........
jimo ge ...a special guy,...
ben dan zhu zhu..
jimo ge special girl..^^
jimmy chiaz...
cute piggy^^
hahx...
nice fren...
i say wanna "kao"u ma...
but u dont wan me....lolx...
sure wont forget joun
sorry ya....
dont know how to describe...
but u r a nice brother...
when wanna bring me see golden fish..
hahahhahx...
gavinn yee...
someone tat appear in my life suddenly..
:)

and also haz leong and jack ho..
u two appear so suddenly in our life..
anyway tats fate..
and we appreciate it...^^
thankz^^