心不在............傻眼..............

好槽的一天...
今天不知怎么了...
心不在...魂又不在....
早上起身就有点不想去上班...
好累...眼睡...==
都是自己自找的...
平时都不喜欢早睡...
其实也不是我不要早睡@@
只是一到晚上就超级精神....><
早上就开始累了..
难道我是半夜才出来行动的"僵尸"
还是蝙蝠..?
==
LOLZ...
I DON'T WAN ..
BETTER BE A SEXY GIRL THAN A BAT OR A VAMPIRE....
SOT JOR...
EARLY MORNING DAY DREAMING TILL FORGOT TO PRESS D STOP BELL...
CAUSE ME NEED TO WALK FOR A DISTANCE TO WORK...
THIS CALL "HUO GAI"
HAHAHHAHAH...
LAUGHING AT MY OWN SELF...
THEN WHEN WANNA CROSS D ROAD..
NEARLY KNOCK DOWN BY A CAR...
A MI TA BA.....JESUS...
LUCKILY NOTHING HAPPENED...
AFTER THAT I JUST BLUR BLUR
AND KEEP SCRATCHING MY HEAD....
LOLZ..
LIKE STUPID LEH....
ANYWAY TODAY WHEN WORKING STILL GOT A BIT SLEEPY....
PITY MY BOSS FOR EMPLOYING ME...
WAHAHAHAH...^^''

很久没写BLOG了.....今天心情很糟....哭了...

好久没试过心情这么糟了....忍不住哭了...好无助....

压力好大....开始犹疑了...

我还应该坚持在这行吗..?

发型业真的很不好做..

竞争大...工钱少....

要存到钱真的不容易..

其实我真的不需要这样委屈...

为什么..?

但我不想就这样放弃....

花了好一笔钱去学头发....

浪费了一年的时间....

难道就要这样放弃吗..?

我好没用..

每次说要自己解决...

到最后还是需要人帮....

跟费人有什么差别...

我不想家人担心我...

所以我从来没跟他们说过我挨到很辛苦...

真的很想让他们有很好的生活...

我办的到吗..?

说了要在两年后让爸退休.....

我有是否能实现..?

去台湾学舞蹈的梦想又能否成真....

所有的只能是幻觉吗..?

梦想离我好远....

没有梦想的我就好像在大海里寻找属于我的沙子....

永远也找不着......

心情不好可是又好像很好。。。。炸到。。。。

曾经为了你自残。。。有用吗？你头也不回的走了。。。丢下我一个人。。说好永远不分开？有屁用吗。。。？所有的誓言都是骗人的。。。

为什么男生都这么犯贱？追你时什么都好。。

追到了，就当你是草。。哈哈

。白痴的我不会再上当了。。。

有些男生更贱。。有女朋友了还说喜欢你，要追你。。死贱男！！！

臭男生。。我说过我会变超级美女然后去做tg....让你们后悔。。。

等着瞧。。。我要努力赚钱。。然后就可以变美美。。。

伤害过我的人，我一定让你们尝到双倍的痛。。。。。。。。。。。

PLEASE stop disturb my LIFE....................

STOP disturbing my life!!! i am sick of it and its disgusting....
can u plz leave me alone and just get out of my WORLd, GET OUT OF my life....
u idiolt ,stupid.....
DOnt disturb me AGAIN...and stop that messaging everyday...
U make me sick...==
go away WITH YOUR world...
i HATE u......and i wONt forgive u forever.......til i die......
fake people...
u think i am stUpid ....
u think i will simply just forgive u..?tell u ..
NO!! NEVER!!
IMPOSSIBLE!!
go hell with YOUR Angel and superstition GOD world.......
fuck.....
I WONT believe in that....shit thing..!!
i more prefer my SATAN world than ur fucking fake god world...
angel...??
chew.....
u thought u r?
u think u r good?
humour?
dont pretend!!!
i wont believe u !!
i wont let u help ME!!
NEVEr!!

thankz u frenz......

thankz u all my fren......

bei bei,i luv d "patrick"so much...

thank u ya...^^

yesterday birthday...............

sometimes i wish there was no birthday such a thing in this world.....
birthday?make me suffer..i was totally not happy when i finished work and return back to the place i i stay..boring..:( meaningless...with my roomate in room chit chat....i know she try to cheer me up....thankz...but tats useless...to me..my heart not happy...==
bei bei keep on asking me to go for movie...go eat...tis that...
but i dont feel like...again ?another unhappy birthday...haiz...
what to do..?
anyway really thanks and i feel appreciate with all the birthday wishes and present that all
my babe n bebe fren gave me........
thanks everyone..
thankz fren..thanks mummy....
without u, i wont be in this world...
although sometimes life suffering...
sometimes u dont even know when i am unhappy but
i love u mum..
thank you...^^
mmuackz.............
i love u too daddy..
u r the one most pampered me since i born...
i know that ..
and i appreciate it...
thankz^^
birthday without boyfriend is happy but lonely..
how i wish u were here,just beside me...
but tats impossible dy...
for ever n ever......
i miss u laz nite...bent koh......
if only everything never happened....
how would be my birthday ?
with the presence of u.......
i cry...silently....
:(
all my ex..
did u all remember about me..?
i know u guys do...
but everything changed ady.......
how i wish i can love a girl instead of a boy............

birthday...birthday..........

birthday?birthday!birthday..............wow!!!my birthday..should i be happy..?sad..?curious..?hahx...^^''

got a bit crazy dy....

yesterday i receive a suprise from my fren oso roommate"bei bei"...

she bought me a super huge "patrick"(d one in spongebob cartoon)....hahx....luv d patrick so muchie.......^^

once i receive, totally crazy n keep on laughing n talk to my litlle"patrick"haha.....little..?wrong word!!i think shud be my super duper huge "mr patrick"

luv u so much bei bei n oso my patrick....mmuackz.....

thankz to haz n jack too for being so funny when bringing me out laz nite...^^three fren wif me on d time "12am" laz nite...hahx.....

simple but happy celebration...^^sometimes simple oso bring happiness^^ rite..?maybe....

???脑袋一片空白。。。。。。。。。

人都在想些什么。。？工作 ？爱情？家人？人与人之间到底有没有所谓的信任？

我已经开始不知道了。。觉得自己开始冷血。。== 残酷。。是环境所逼，周围的人所逼。

当我相信你们，在乎你们的是候！你们怎样又对我。。？留下我一个人面对所有事。。朋 友。。？都是假的吧。。 就算你对一个人再好，他也不会记得你，我身边的人好像都不能信了。。。为什么这么惨用、？为什么。？我讨厌的人可不可以不要再出现在我的生活？？
求你离开我。。我永远不要再当你棋盘上的一颗棋子。。你想控制所有人都不可奥能控制我！
我要跟你决斗到底！！！你是神，我就是鬼！你是魔，我就是那个道长。。。
我永永远远都要跟你做对。。身边的你们如果想害我，我会以牙还牙！！
我不会再是以前的我！
真真假假我已经不知道了。。如果让我知道“你”也是双面人。。。。我保证我会让大家的世界都不安。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。