thank you^^ frenz^^

first of all...need to thanks my roomate...."qiqi"
thankz for owez by my side no matter what happened...
u acc me when i "down"
although sometimes my temper not good...
but we never quarrel...
but got "cold war"haha...:)
thankz ya^^
next will be my best fren "renice loo"
i will tell u anything when i m not happy...
when i feel down,not sastified with my job,quarrel with family..
u will be d first that know...
those few years,u r d one tat encourage me...
even until now...
when i wanna gave up my job,,,
u tellme not to..
u say i sure will success one day..
^^really thanks...
next will be my aiya son"soul cj"
actually u treat me really good enuf jor...
when u come kl ,u find me,
acc me, treat me yam cha..
then i get to know "godsoul"
thanks...
i know i treat u not enuf good if compare to u..
really glad to have u as my fren..
although there is some mistaken between us b4..
but dy past...
most important is now..
really^^
who will be next neh..?
xiao tou"robin"
u r d one so special..
owez bully me.
hahax...
jk jk...
i still remember u owez act as driver
for"wesney crew"..
thanks ya...wont forget u...
ur support i can sense...
gambateh to u too^^
next will be all my dear fren when secondary school^^
u guys owez d best in my heart ..
really...
sian ,avy,suk hui,a tak,sing wan,zi lee,priscilla....
we owez go out"lepak lepak"b4...
hahx...
miss those time...
sian,i miss ur"red"face...lolx..
owez become red when u shy...
haha..
so cute neh...
avy..
i miss d time when we sing 2gether
when be dj at school..
wa...
really miss++
suk hui,
where is ur aaron..?
u two ar...
owez flirt with each other..
hahx..
a tak..
hahx....
u owez bring us go lepak when nite..
we lik hanging around at d airport...
lolx..
i still remember u r d first one tats celebrate birthday with me two years ago..
:)
time past so fast..
i dont even feel happy now..
writing all these make me miss u guys so much...
now seem like writing"wasiat"hahx..
priscilla...
hahx..
u r my close fren when we go to plkn 2gether...
those moment was so unforgetable...
best trainer n trainee..
dint regret for being to choose for plkn..^^
now come back to kl frenz..
guys...
i get to know many frenz at kl...
somes are really good...
for example...
jue wang ge...
hahx...^^
actually u really nice la..
but i dont know u well.
hope got chance to know u well........
jimo ge ...a special guy,...
ben dan zhu zhu..
jimo ge special girl..^^
jimmy chiaz...
cute piggy^^
hahx...
nice fren...
i say wanna "kao"u ma...
but u dont wan me....lolx...
sure wont forget joun
sorry ya....
dont know how to describe...
but u r a nice brother...
when wanna bring me see golden fish..
hahahhahx...
gavinn yee...
someone tat appear in my life suddenly..
:)

and also haz leong and jack ho..
u two appear so suddenly in our life..
anyway tats fate..
and we appreciate it...^^
thankz^^

i m really serious in my part time job....i hope i can success in it....

everyone has their own dream...
their own job.........
most ppl know what they are doing...
some ppl have their aim ad target..
some lost their way....
me too..
i ever lost my way in my life and my career...
i dont know what i m doing .....
and i cant focused in it...
i just saw many disadvantages in my job.....
everything that i do i feel hopeless.....
i struggle............
disaapointed....
finally i "woke up"
i know i must serious in my job even i not sastified with it..
now i love it...
i love being a hairstylist...
im still learning to be d best...
and also i find my part time..
in insurance and investment field..
just hope everything can go smooth...
and i can achieve what i want...
now feeling to find another part time...
i m desperating in money....
i have no choice...
what job will suit..?
pub..?
actually i got think about tat...
but...
is that good..?
so confusing...
who can lead my way.?

心不在............傻眼..............

好槽的一天...
今天不知怎么了...
心不在...魂又不在....
早上起身就有点不想去上班...
好累...眼睡...==
都是自己自找的...
平时都不喜欢早睡...
其实也不是我不要早睡@@
只是一到晚上就超级精神....><
早上就开始累了..
难道我是半夜才出来行动的"僵尸"
还是蝙蝠..?
==
LOLZ...
I DON'T WAN ..
BETTER BE A SEXY GIRL THAN A BAT OR A VAMPIRE....
SOT JOR...
EARLY MORNING DAY DREAMING TILL FORGOT TO PRESS D STOP BELL...
CAUSE ME NEED TO WALK FOR A DISTANCE TO WORK...
THIS CALL "HUO GAI"
HAHAHHAHAH...
LAUGHING AT MY OWN SELF...
THEN WHEN WANNA CROSS D ROAD..
NEARLY KNOCK DOWN BY A CAR...
A MI TA BA.....JESUS...
LUCKILY NOTHING HAPPENED...
AFTER THAT I JUST BLUR BLUR
AND KEEP SCRATCHING MY HEAD....
LOLZ..
LIKE STUPID LEH....
ANYWAY TODAY WHEN WORKING STILL GOT A BIT SLEEPY....
PITY MY BOSS FOR EMPLOYING ME...
WAHAHAHAH...^^''

很久没写BLOG了.....今天心情很糟....哭了...

好久没试过心情这么糟了....忍不住哭了...好无助....

压力好大....开始犹疑了...

我还应该坚持在这行吗..?

发型业真的很不好做..

竞争大...工钱少....

要存到钱真的不容易..

其实我真的不需要这样委屈...

为什么..?

但我不想就这样放弃....

花了好一笔钱去学头发....

浪费了一年的时间....

难道就要这样放弃吗..?

我好没用..

每次说要自己解决...

到最后还是需要人帮....

跟费人有什么差别...

我不想家人担心我...

所以我从来没跟他们说过我挨到很辛苦...

真的很想让他们有很好的生活...

我办的到吗..?

说了要在两年后让爸退休.....

我有是否能实现..?

去台湾学舞蹈的梦想又能否成真....

所有的只能是幻觉吗..?

梦想离我好远....

没有梦想的我就好像在大海里寻找属于我的沙子....

永远也找不着......

心情不好可是又好像很好。。。。炸到。。。。

曾经为了你自残。。。有用吗？你头也不回的走了。。。丢下我一个人。。说好永远不分开？有屁用吗。。。？所有的誓言都是骗人的。。。

为什么男生都这么犯贱？追你时什么都好。。

追到了，就当你是草。。哈哈

。白痴的我不会再上当了。。。

有些男生更贱。。有女朋友了还说喜欢你，要追你。。死贱男！！！

臭男生。。我说过我会变超级美女然后去做tg....让你们后悔。。。

等着瞧。。。我要努力赚钱。。然后就可以变美美。。。

伤害过我的人，我一定让你们尝到双倍的痛。。。。。。。。。。。

PLEASE stop disturb my LIFE....................

STOP disturbing my life!!! i am sick of it and its disgusting....
can u plz leave me alone and just get out of my WORLd, GET OUT OF my life....
u idiolt ,stupid.....
DOnt disturb me AGAIN...and stop that messaging everyday...
U make me sick...==
go away WITH YOUR world...
i HATE u......and i wONt forgive u forever.......til i die......
fake people...
u think i am stUpid ....
u think i will simply just forgive u..?tell u ..
NO!! NEVER!!
IMPOSSIBLE!!
go hell with YOUR Angel and superstition GOD world.......
fuck.....
I WONT believe in that....shit thing..!!
i more prefer my SATAN world than ur fucking fake god world...
angel...??
chew.....
u thought u r?
u think u r good?
humour?
dont pretend!!!
i wont believe u !!
i wont let u help ME!!
NEVEr!!

thankz u frenz......

thankz u all my fren......

bei bei,i luv d "patrick"so much...

thank u ya...^^